Josey stood as  still as a statue while she contemplated this moment and the events  that led to the return to her childhood home.  Life had been good until  the cruel bite of reality took its toll.  Now, all was gone except for  this cold, damp shell of a rotting house.  Memories assaulted her senses  of both recent and bygone days.
Was it only  short weeks ago that she happily greeted life each and every  morning?  Every day was a cause for a new celebration of life.  Retirement  gave the freedom and happiness she had longed for during all of her  working years.  Yes…she had it all until the hurricane of the century.
The hurricane was a late season, unpleasant surprise.  Hurricane season was to end on November 30th, but on November 25th,  a tropical storm was detected coming off the coast of Africa.   The storm  should have died in the Atlantic, but like the name implied, Victor  stalked his way across the Atlantic, arriving on Florida shores on the  30th.  Never in more than 50 years in Florida, did Josey  experience a hurricane as late in the season, nor as intense as  Hurricane Victor.  By the time the hurricane stomped off the Gulf shores  of Florida, Josey’s home was in shambles.  Widowed five years earlier, she  faced the storm alone.  Now she was paralyzed with fear of what the  future held.  Her world of happy days was over.   Josey loved the old oak  tree in the middle of the backyard, but now it lay across the ruins of  her beloved home.  Little could be salvaged.  Her survival was nothing less  than a miracle and was the only thing she had for which to be thankful.
Even as  despair threatened to overtake her, Josey knew she had nowhere else to  go except back home to her ancestral home in the foothills of the  Appalachian Mountains.  She had wished many times in her life that she  could go home, but family, job and deep roots in Florida had kept her  from such a move.  Now, as her life in Florida lay in ruins, it was her  only option.  Now, upon arrival, she stood staring in disbelief that her  once lovely home was in such a sad state of disrepair.  Well, she said to  herself, at least it has a roof.Tomorrow, she promised herself, she  would find a handyman to tackle the broken windows and leaning pillars  on the porch.  A little paint will also go a long way towards perking the  old place up.  But, just now, the house simply looked sad and lonely…much  like Josey.
With a heavy  heart and leaden steps, Josey mounted the stairs to the front porch.  The  front door resisted entry.  Rusty hinges squealed in protest as she  pushed the door open enough to slip into the dank, musty interior of the  house.  No one had been in the house since the death of her  Mother.  Everything was as it was when Josey and her siblings closed and  locked the door so very long ago.  The odor spoke of years of residency by  field mice.  Wrinkling her nose, Josey decided that she would just have  to bear the odor overnight, and then tackle the cleaning in the morning  light.
It was then  that Josey heard the steps on the wood floor echoing through the  house.  She smiled at the familiar sound of ancestral footsteps.  She didn’t  realize until that very minute how much she had missed the familiar  comfort of the old ghosts.  As a child, her Mother had told her that there  wasn’t anybody here that was not family and that the ghosts just wanted  to watch over them.  Other than the sound of footsteps and doors that  opened and closed, the ghosts were always polite and never caused  mischief.  Certainly there was nothing to be afraid of when all knew the  ghosts were friendly and their own ancestors.
Josey shivered  in the cold that seemed to penetrate her bones.  Yes…tomorrow was soon  enough to tackle this smelly old house.  She took to the stairs and  quickly found old bed linens and quilts.  She chose the room with the  closet under the attic stairs because it had always been her favorite  room.  The big iron bed beckoned to her weary old body.  As quickly as  possible, she made the bed, donned warm pj’s and crawled in between the  cold, smelly sheets.  Shivering again, Josey curled into a ball on her  side and waited for sleep to come.  It was so cold…
In the early  light, Josey woke to warmth and sunlight.  The windows that looked so  dirty the night before were sparkling clean.  She looked around her  bedroom and was delighted to see that she was also mistaken about  cleanliness of the room.  It was then that she heard children singing an  old childhood favorite…  ”Ring around the rosey, pocket full of Josey…”  She  smiled as she recalled that her older brother and sister always sang it  that way to tease her.  Both were long gone, having died of nothing more  than old age.  Smiling still at the memory, Josey left the comfort of her  bed to get reacquainted with the old house.   As she passed the old  chiffarobe, Josey was startled to see herself in the mirror and that she  was a child again.  At that moment, she decided that she was enjoying a  dream.  Delighted with her wonderful dream, Josey plunged completely into  her fantasy.  Upon opening her bedroom door, she was happily greeted by  her brother and sister.  Smells from the kitchen were yummy, so she  followed her nose to find her Mother at the stove preparing bacon and  eggs.  Her Dad sat at the kitchen table with his usual coffee and  newspaper.  Oh how good it was to see her family again!  All was exactly as  Josey remembered.  Happily, she discovered that her grandparents and other  family members were gathered in the parlor and occupied in other  activities.  Her Grandmother was knitting and her Grandfather was  reading.  The smell of Grandpa’s pipe tobacco tickled her nose.  Other old  people that Josey did not know were also seated in the parlor.  Their  attire was strange, but there was a familiarity about their faces.  Josey  was delighted and hoped that her dream would last forever.
It was a very  long time before Josey’s mummified body was found all snuggled down in  her old iron bedstead in the cold, damp shell of a rotting house.
Written by Darlene Cirinna
Copyright 10/20/10

Oh I liked this very much! From the hurricane to the old house to the dream of what once was you certainly touched a button. It took me back to my 'growing up' home with both sadness and fondness. Thank you! You have inspired me to blog about the home I grew up in...........
ReplyDeleteI'll be looking forward to reading your blog about your home. Thank you for your comment. This is one of my favorite stories. As with most of my fiction, there are little fragments of truth woven into the fabric of the story.
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